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Princess and the Frog
I don’t hate myself, hate is a very strong word
But I can take hate in moderation, as I loom
Over my own shoulders
I feel just how tight they are.
As the skin brakes under the pressure of muscle and bone
The framework shatters, I see me, can anyone else see me?
And for what it’s worth this is as close to feeling real as i'm ever gonna feel
In your arms, I shrink. I think I'm human.
Do you think that I belong here?
I was thinking about it earlier,
And then i realised how stupid the qusetion was
Because, I don’t think I belong to anywhere.
Leave me alone
I feel like clawing myself apart so that piece by piece im me
i'm a teenage girl not a hulking monster
I know i don't deserve to love her
I'm a teenage, stupid, insecure, disgusting, self destrcutive, alien
For your own sake leave me alone
Do you think that ghosts are happy,
For the most part contempt with the life they left behind
It feels like I should be absent
Float downstream and watch you smile from the outside
And i know deep down im loveable
But it's hard to know when you don't own your own reflection
Did you know it tried to pull me in, strip me down and make me stare at how i see me
I wish i couldn't see me
Please don't leave me alone
I know I'm a burden but please i'm not strong enough to face me
i'm a teenage girl not a hulking monster
I know i don't deserve to love her
I'm a teenage, stupid, insecure, disgusting, self destrcutive, alien
But please don’t leave me alone
And from my chest i can feel a knot tying me down, beating me senseless
All i've ever been all i am is yours your pride and joy you kiss me
As the floor beneath my feet swallows me whole drowning in compliments
The concrete fills my lungs, set in stone a statuette
Of a skin thin
Dis guise, a tale of baggy eyes and brittle bones and sunken cheeks and it's all yours for the lowlow price of dignity and happiness and joy and smiles and innocence
What i'd give to be naive for only a day
I don't think that i can stand me anymore
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Vamp Gang
03:38
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Well here we are again
The last time I felt like this, an undeath infront of me I screamed
About the trickling blood, from the bigots
Who called us silly names, who called us all a buzzword
I will cry to you
(Whore me out)
In the age of messy rooms, stick and poke tatoos
Drinking vodka by the seaside
Our young black hearts so full of luster
lust oh what a sin, I'd love to see you again
High five and hug with the people I love
With the best friends I could ever ask for
And we'll scream and we'll scream til we run out of breath
Then we'll find some more and scream some more
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Cloud Gazer
05:03
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Oh to be sitting in the grass
Gazing up, at the clouds
The striking whites and spiralling blues
Watching them transform before, my eyes
Your irises melt, into pools
A self conscious girl, in an unforgiving world
They'll tear you to shreds you know, over and over again
But in the clouds your bride awaits
In the clouds your bride awaits
The striking whites and spiralling blues
Watching them transform before, my eyes
Your irises melt, into pools
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Brainrot
03:25
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You know in times like these I feel like I could melt right into the pores of the earth, vast and loved
In a split second the moment slips right from my finger tips
And throughout my being, the brain rot find a home
I know its gruesome but the torture only lasts a couple seconds
Not to be dramatic or anything, your sacrifice we'll all make it worthwhile
We Promise
In a moment, the fruits of your labour will be perceivable
Along with the moss that covers you head to toe, disguising the grey form it's taken
In your absence, in your yearning, in the time that's passed a couple of decades or so
The same old need persists, to be vast and loved again
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Keep the noise down I'm tryna sleep
Drift off and dream about a wonderful world where I'd never seen your face
Oh you've got a punchable afce
Me and the snowflakes were gunna chew you up and spit you out
Cause you taste like a bigot
A huge, fat, ugly, disgusting, ignorant, gammon looking nazi
And this machine eats fascists for dinner
Keep the noise down I'm tryna sleep
Drift off and dream about a wonderful world where I'd never seen your face
Oh you've got a punchable afce
Me and the snowflakes were gunna chew you up and spit you out
Cause you taste like a bigot
A huge, fat, ugly, disgusting, ignorant, gammon looking nazi
And this machine eats fascists for dinner
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Mutilate
06:24
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I hold my own hand by instinct, afraid of what I'll become
Physically I'm real, beyond that I'm not too sure
I remember summer 17, that time I became the sea
A sprawling expanse of beauty, that escapes your grasp when you try to hold me
And I don't feel to sure, that I deserve your hand in the mutually assured destruction of what ever self worth we have left
Hold me tight
Claw my skin
Mutilate me
Hold me tight
Claw my skin
Mutilate
Mutilate
I am what the people around me make of me, whatever that may be
Too me I see a girl who sold herself, her soul, to the highest bidder
So gift me to Sensation for them to do with as they please
To stop me from thinking I hate fucking thinking
Gift me to Sleepless Night
Please lord make me clean
Wash away the filth that gives me shape
Gift me to stomach ache
Please lord make me clean
Wash away the filth that gives me shape
Gift me to stomach ache
Hold me tight
Claw my skin
Mutilate me
I don't care if it hurts, i need it to hurt
Mutilate me
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I don't think I ever left that place
It plays out before my eyes more alive and stupid than when lived through it
He's not undead yet
But like a wax figure his eyes are glass and mine scream fucking see me
Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary
Fuck you Mary, C'mon Mary
This is why I don't trust men
This is why I can't trust in good faith
I find it ironic in the wrong sense
The security of a place so loving becomes so null so quickly
I don't care if I'm making sense, or if I seem fake poetic I need this out there
I have a voice, I need to use it, I'm not yours I'm mine, I'm gonna say it
Fuck Phin
Bloody Mary, Bloody
Fuck you Mry, No fuck you Mary
He's a fucking twerp I know he'll rot in hell
This is why I can't trust in good faith
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