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The Cult of Flesh and Blood

by gammaGIRL

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1.
In a dark room at the top of tower Diminished seventh chords and cracking thunder In a shattered sky wrought with blood and bullets Fires off from the cannon and straight into heaven The dead will rise the straight will fall and the cis will cry for the lord above Who laughs out loud and cracks her whip And downs a whole bottle of estradiol A barbie girl in a barbie world Building her empire of LGBT Soldiers of the damned the night and flesh Now's our time to take revenge socialist vampires gogogogo You can do it!! You can do it!! You've just gotta believe!!! Does this shirt make my tits look big GOOD V.A.M.P.Y.R.E.S AWWWOOOOOO Tgirls rule Cgirls drool Tboys you're so fucking cool Fuck your standards I'm the standard Just cause I'm hotter than you YEAH V.A.M.P.Y.R.E.S AWWWOOOOOO o yea! o yea? O YEA!!!!
2.
Hockey Mask 03:13
VERSE 1 I think i’d be pretty soaked in blood In a silk white night dress and nothing more You could take pictures of me there And appreciate my form From behind a fisheye lens If you need a screen project onto me I can be anything and nothing I am your wants And desires and lust personified Or ill at least let you believe it so CHORUS (CHORAL) Wrap your fingers around my pale waist Make me scream out it does not matter how I’ll be your martyr wrapped in your sweat and linen I can be you modern day Mary Magdalene You’re bitter. VERSE 2 You’re never not in the corner of my eye I can just make out yours blurred and clouded From the eyeholes you widened to stare at me better On my 2am walk from work If I were curled up in a box of lead and Thrown overboard you would still just watch My beauty as the salt water filled my lungs My eyes bulged and bloody Don’t you dare. CHORUS (FRANTIC) Dig me out and dress me up, Embalm me, dance with me, replace my eyes with glass Fuck you don’t close the window to my soul Lock me out, and force me to watch as Over and over you chew me up like a dog with a bone It makes me wretch for a stomach which is missing And my formaldehyde heart aches as it falls to pieces But i still want to see you again CHORUS (CHORAL) Wrap your fingers around my pale waist Make me scream out it does not matter how I’ll be your martyr wrapped in your sweat and linen I can be you modern day Mary Magdalene You’re bitter.
3.
VERSE 1 Looming presence Stalking essence Face of marble Knife in the gut CHORUS You don’t know what death means to me Sister Killer VERSE 2 Looming presence Stalking essence Face of marble Knife in the gut CHORUS You don’t know what death means to me Sister killer Come find me in your reflection Sister Killer
4.
She held her eyelids over while she sleeps Flies hid under her skin The covers licked her toes like a creep My friends don’t need sleep The coziest tomb you ever did see Come here and lie for a couple days and rot with me Flowers bloom forth as they rupture the skin your flesh their feast Undeath’s not so bad as long as you've got good company I am but a vessel for mould and beauty death, become me Was the last thing she said The world's first living flowerbed She Smiles a smile of ecstasy Come here and lie for a couple days and rot with me Flowers bloom forth as they rupture the skin your flesh their feast Undeath’s not so bad as long as you've got good company I am but a vessel for mould and beauty death, become me
5.
From dusk till dawn let our bodies become one gleaming, radiant angelic Our gaze and lips interlock interchangeably Explore me, understand me There are women in love and terfs without teeth revolutionaries never dreamed so big with such clarity I see what you can't and you see for me The divine intervention of identity In a world of concrete brimstone your pillow smothers me Engulfing all I see Divine tunnel vision, Beautiful blasphemy Eternal sleep by your restless feet Go Go Go Go Go!!! Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay Sex Collective Gay! Sex! Woo!
6.
Fake Blood 03:56
VERSE 1 Walking home cold and alone at 5am Scared to death looking over my shoulder I see your face in the moon it’s so beaten and bruised With the costume you were wearing who knew That’s not life in your eyes just lust refracting off mine Glassy, eerily pristine Your hands pinning mine to bed so gently who knew That even big boys have feelings too CHORUS All the bodies you lay down, in shallow graves They swirl round round your head like flies and all the while You stare down at me and make me cry out loud, for the Fake blood, around your mouth VERSE 2 (sung gently, spoken work underneath) As you hold my hand in yours i've never felt so small Dwarfed in the shadow of your presence It's a comforting feeling to be so defenceless With your walls and portculaces raised high Still I swam your moat and came up the other side Bleeding and breathless and so full of hope For a relative future a few months in your arms Till you break them off, harmless and hurt CHORUS All the bodies you lay down, in shallow graves They swirl round round your head like flies and all the while You stare down at me and make me cry out loud, for the Fake blood, around your mouth
7.
VERSE 1 Can you see the same moon as me does she whisper, in solace To the girl who tore away the first layer of skin and left you alone, raw, kneeling and bleeding On the cold tile floor your tendons exposed and pulled taught stretching muscle to muscle Ready to snap shut but born to live a life in suspense waiting on at your blood drenched feet VERSE 2 Why does your hand leave a trail of red as it traces a map of my inner thigh she whispers i taste good as she licks me clean of the blood she that she drew in spiraling symbols Carved in flesh i don't know what they mean but i trust her i know that she loves me When she bites down on my wrist and pins me down i go dizzy she praises me CHORUS The blood trickles down my fingertips and splashes on the tile bellow First it forms a puddle then a pond that you drown me in for my own good You're not a monster it was my fault for standing on the glass that you shattered Break my back leave me naked and alone
8.
Verse Children clutch your own skin hold it dear, lie in wait and paint a face you’ll grow to love Hailing thorns that hook the flesh as they fall from grace from their home in the sobbing skies above An angry god with a rusted fist that steals the voice of the children they promised to protect A million beautiful souls cry out to their captor they’re already perfect Chorus Again with time i melt away In the melting pot of things you hate My voice and face distorted in the flesh In a hive mind that keeps gaining knowledge of strength A brilliant soul with a thousand eyes See’s your sins in a million flies That circle around the corpse in your attic That will rises again to take revenge BRIDGE Fuck off Verse Children clutch your own skin hold it dear, lie in wait and paint a face you’ll grow to love Hailing thorns that hook the flesh as they fall from grace from their home in the sobbing skies above An angry god with a rusted fist that steals the voice of the children they promised to protect A million beautiful souls cry out to their captor they’re already perfect Chorus Again with time i melt away In the melting pot of things you hate My voice and face distorted in the flesh In a hive mind that keeps gaining knowledge of strength A brilliant soul with a thousand eyes See’s your sins in a million flies That circle around the corpse in your attic That will rises again to take revenge, revenge
9.
Forgive me father, for I have sinned And claimed a life unnatural. To float upstream and hear you screaming To be absolved of the gift of creation. Now I walk my feet untouched by earth, Cold and desperate for the warm embrace of a body With veins of, Blood The death of a giant shakes the sky And forms a blanket, of threatening cloud That circles below the strange and serene heavens. The palm of an angel cups my cheek For judas sake forget my name Leave me in an unmarked grave Follow me through root and soil Fucking kiss me. Kiss me. kiss me. My hands of only straw and bone aches a phantoms pain A stake of wood through my spine, paralytic, I cry out To the one eyed crows circling over my head Waiting patient to feast on the scraps of meat I hold so desperately Give me back my shine, take the glimmer from your eye A mockup of a monster who keeps your sickly son alive Just one last time Say goodbye to everything you’ve ever know or loved For judas sake forget my name Leave me in an unmarked grave Follow me through root and soil Fucking kiss me. Kiss me. kiss me.

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Love, heartache and trauma in a world of ghouls and ghosts.

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released March 4, 2022

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